Isolation

I feel like my boyfriend is trying to punish me for not wanting to take the drivers test yet. He got irritated because I didn’t tell him we needed formula before he got home (I had no clue when he was getting back), so he just left without us after chewing me out about being dependent on him to get me out of the house.

I dunno if I wanna scream and cry or just break stuff. Being a stay at home mom is so fucking isolating. Target runs and the chiropractor are the only times I really go anywhere. Even if I did have a new license, who the hell would I see? I have no friends around here. He knows that. He’s out over half the day. Sure he’s working but he still interacts with other humans who can actually talk to him.

Does anybody else feel incredibly isolated now after having their baby?