Is this some sort of weird compulsive thing?

Short sponge story:

I am obsessed with sponges. Crunchy sponges and scratchy sponges. I love watching sponge asmr videos and love hearing it wear and tear slowly. I also love scratching it against my hands or just scratching the scour part it in general! It almost makes my mouth water! Every time i wash the dishes i scratch the sponge with soap. And sometimes even when i just go to wash my hands ill even scratch and play with the sponge because i feel a strong urge to.

Short acne story:

For the past 6 or so years ive been a bad acne picker. I would pick pick and pick for sometimes an hour and not even realize what was going on. Almost like i had blacked out. My acne was never even THAT bad. I always just had a problem with minor acne. I would pick for so long i would have to say “STOP!” Out lout to get myself to stop! I would have to write on a a post it note “dont pick” and stick it on a mirror because once i looked in the mirror and saw one clogged pore. I ended up squeezing for forever.

Extra: i do have bad anxiety. Not sure if i have anything else...?

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