Need encouragement 😭

Hi ladies

On the cusp of my 44th bday and need encouraging stories. Especially when it didn’t seem you would get pregnant or the first signs seemed like af. I’m about to give up. After two failed marriages when I was younger I finally found the man I’ve been waiting for at 42. My hubby and I want to conceive terribly bad but want it to be natural especially due to our faith. I’m starting to think it isn’t going to be so for us.