My life is so complicated but right now i'm happily married

I can just say right now that I am happily married with the man that I love.

I have been worst in my life but I wouldn't go back in that life again just put your head up and move on that's what I'm trying to do. I got three children with my previous husband and I got one child with my first boyfriend. But now I am married again and my husband doesn't have any children and we've been trying for the past 2 years so that he can become a father I'm already a mother of 4 but for the sake of my husband I would love to have one or two more for him because I know how much he loves my children and I know he will be a great father so please guys pray for me that I will succeed this year to get baby number 5 or baby number 6 by the way my last pregnancy was twins I got baby girl and baby boy and now they're 14 years old so they're not baby anymore