Losing hope :(

Samantha

I’m now 11 dpo with two days before my period is due and still BFN on early response tests. I truly give up. I had hope because my breasts are still feeling full which never happens this late and my cervix was soft and closed. Now it’s still high but open and high. Has anyone ever gotten a BFN this late but gone on to get BFP’s? Why is TTC so hard :(