I always wondered why people say and do things they wouldn’t while under the influence. Does the things they say or do have no meaning? Are the things they say things they’ve kept deep down or secretly wanted? Is that their uninhibited self? Or should we not read into these behaviors at all?

My ex called me on Xanax the other night. He said things that seemed so out of character, but not at all, if that makes sense. He called me babe, and said I love you and he said there was something he was thinking about that he wanted to talk to me about in person. It caught me off guard, but every time he’s on he does the same and says the same things. It makes me wonder. I know he’s not myself but it just makes me wonder ya know.