I think I just did, I feel terrible!!

I have been working towards getting a horse for a long time. I’ve had 4 in the past but they got too old. I have the hardest time finding another one. Well finally, on my birthday, my aunt calls me to tell me she will let me free lease a horse for a couple months and if it works out I can keep him. I got so excited so I called my mom and my boyfriend.

They both have been planning something (for Saturday). I don’t know what it is but I know it was a couple hundred dollars and it’s out of town but only for an hour. I’m so confused.

Anyway, I feel like my excitement for the horse made it seem like I wasn’t going to be as excited for what he planned. It could have something to do with maybe going on a horseback ride? He told me that I had to wear pants I don’t care about and sturdy shoes. I feel terrible that he might think I wouldn’t be as excited.

After I called my mom she said they might change plans. Which makes me think it has something to do with horses.

Do you think I ruined it or made him feel bad? Or made him feel like what he planned wasn’t good enough? I sent him this “””Hiii! I just wanted to let you know that I am so excited for what you have planned! I normally don’t get excited about my birthday but knowing you have put thought into is so awesome! I’m sorry if my phone call from aunt Stacy this morning made it seem like I am more excited about that because you have No idea how much I am going to love whatever we are doing. I don’t know what it is but I want you to know that Nothing could make me happier than doing something you planned 💕”””