Makes me sick thinking of it..

I cant remember actually the age I was when my older brother raped me and my sister sexually touched me...and crazy enough it happened all at the same time period...its like they knew each of them were doing it...I am 25 and have 2 kids of my own and that's when I now think of it time to time. I never told anyone because I had no idea what was going on...just that I "felt" wrong...i have a feeling and a memory of telling my mom and step dad but I'm not 100% sure if I did since it was so long ago and it might just be my mind messing things around.

I still cant believe I am a rape "victim"..(hate that word) I feel so embarrassed..but I'm so happy there is a page on here that I can share my story to and maybe help someone else.