So frustrated

Abi

So I had an ultrasound last week on an ovarian cyst on my left ovary. Nurse called today and tells me that there are 2, one is 5.7cm and the other is 5.3. Not good. They had told me previously they would do surgery if they got to a 6. Drs office just called me and said they want to put me back on birth control for 2-3 months to see if it would help them go away.... y’all I’m so frustrated. We lost a baby in October and like the only reason I’ve handled it reasonably well is knowing that we’re still trying. So mentally, the thought of going back on birth control is making me really upset. Plus, I was on it last year and had cysts on both ovaries for months so it def didn’t help last time. I also don’t handle the hormones from bc very well. Severe migraines plus it makes me crazy as hell. I don’t know what to do y’all. I don’t know if I should get another opinion or just suck it up and take the bc which I really really do not want to do. 😕😕