I'm myself I'm not where I want to be. Life has its ups and downs but I definitely consider my son a up. My weight has went to shit with depression but hes the one who is the most important to me and who keeps me going even when I dont think I can handle anymore. We went to a local zoo today and seeing the pictures of him and myself upsets me but 2019 will be my year to get healthier and more active for my baby boy because he needs me to live long enough for him.

Dont worry, I fixed his hat!