When will I ever sleep again 🤣😭😴

CC

My little adorable wonderful four month old is sleeping way worse than ever before- she’s up every 90mins-2 hours, only wants to sleep if she’s cuddling with me, nurses down, is up like a little wide awake girl at 4am. It’s really wearing us down. But her sweet smiles and laughs keep us going. Why do I feel guilt at nursing her down and not putting her in her crib drowsy!? Why do I feel guilt about never letting her cry!? She will be my tiny babe only once and i feel like my instincts are telling me to follow her needs. But also 3 hours of sleep in a row would be nice. 💪