My ex is still in my life we talk otp 3 or 4 times a week. I still treat him like if he was my boyfriend. I honestly just care for him and want the best for him. So after work I took and nap and I woke up wondering what I was going to eat. So we’re otp and everything I say I’m hungry, even when we were dating I would feel bad and ask hey did you eat anything today? And today he said no just some chips bc he just got a new job and they had asked him to do something when he was on his break. So I ask if he wants me to getting him something and he said yes please bc he was starving. He worked another job at nights and he couldn’t leave. Nothing was really open at the time. So he decided Taco Bell because it would be cheaper but idc about the money. His job is 26-30mins away from my house (he lives an hour away from me) so I said yes I’m going to buy him the food but really I just wanted to see him. Even though he thought I wouldn’t come bc I was wasting my gas to drive all the way over there. So I get there and instantly we started hugging and we just stood there for a while, I’m not gonna lie I was happy. He looks down from our hug and he said all I see is teeth and I laughed because I was just so happy to see him (I couldn’t stop cheesing) and then I looked up and he kissed me. So then he sat down at his desk and then I came over and hug him again. We just started kissing and his hands are on my butt. I’m thinking we’re gonna have sex,(we have had sex at his job before)until we saw someone’s car light. Really I can’t be at his job but we never been caught and he was always gonna say I was bring him food which I did twice. But then he was like dang you gonna have to go and I was alright let me hurry up so I called him On my way home and he said it was no one important. So I could have stayed. He waited until I go home ate my food and then said good night love you. even tho he has to be at his other job in 6 1/2 hours. I was really happy to see him bc I haven’t in a while and 5 mins was all I needed. ***KALLY he does love me and want to be with me***