I have waited for this for over a year , Iv had my implant removed and we are trying again I’m so excited sooooo bloody excited but ...... I’m also really scared , this will be our 2nd and last child for personal reasons but the idea of this being my last child scares and upsets me so much aswell !! Is this normal ? Has anyone else felt this way ?

I sometimes want to think of excuses to put off having sex ect so we can wait a little longer but i also want to have another baby so bad !