It's been a long time

So ever since I've been with my husband I basically havent masturbated because there was no need.

And today I decided I wanted to masturbate(hes working and I'm horny) and before i would shake with pleasure and well today I could not get myself to orgasm.

It felt good sure but not enough. I only ever feel that shaking feeling during sex now and I miss doing it to myself.

But right now my baby is gonna be home in half in hour so im definitely be getting that release I need.

But any advice on how to help myself for the future???