Two weeks postpartum. Not one friend has asked me how I’m doing. In fact no one has asked me anything. I feel so alone. I just want to feel normal instead I feel like I don’t matter to anyone. I can’t stop crying and the more I think about how my friends haven’t reached out makes it worse. Am I being selfish? Is it wrong to want people to care about you? On top of it by sil had her baby two weeks after mine and my husbands family has completely ignored my baby. I know the blues are normal but I just feel so sad and I can’t help but think if no one cares maybe I’m better off dead I mean that’s pretty much how I’m being treated now. I just want to matter to someone.