Break Up Advice

Danni

My boyfriend of 4 years told me he wasn’t ready for a relationship 4 days ago and broke up with me. We have lived together for a year and renewed our lease for another year in March. I kept asking him what I could do to fix it and he told me he just wasn’t happy with me anymore. I am so so heartbroken, all I do is cry and cry and I just wanna sleep. I have no one to talk to at all. I’m stuck with him for another year, he told me if I changed some things about me maybe he would want to be with me in a few months but, he needs a break. I just don’t know what to do. We agreed to not see or talk to other people, but it’s only been two days and he constantly reminds me “You’re not my girlfriend anymore” it breaks my heart every time he says it. I want to change and become a better person and show him I can have wife qualities, motherly qualities, all of that. But I have a hard time letting things go and caring about every little thing. If anyone could give me any advice or has gone through something similar. Please help me get out of this funk and be the best woman I can be. Please