Kuz I didnt!!

I was best friends with a girl, she was a young skinny blonde with the most beautiful eyes.. this isnt normally my type, I like em thick but she was still 🤤 well we were talking and this was my first time with girl so I was very shy. I asked her if I could kiss her and she said yes, so I got on top, gently kissed her, and it turned a little more freakier; we started making out harder as we touched each others breasts and I started to go down while kissing her soft body .. RIGHT WHEN I WAS TO THE GOODS she says "stop". And leaves. WHAT IN THE FUCK. WHY.. I'm pissed. Mind you I never been with a girl because im chicken shit but it's a huge craving of mine and I cant wait for the day. I hope this is a good place to post so yall can be pissed with me 😂😂