baby fever

okay so my boyfriend’s best friend found out about a month and a half ago that he has a daughter. she was from a one night stand tinder hookup and the girl never told him she was pregnant with his child and she never said anything to him about it at all. he didn’t even know about this until he got a court ordered dna test in the mail and it came back that it’s 100% his kid

but anyways (just to give y’all some back story on why i have baby fever) my boyfriend and i went to see our friend bc he has the baby this weekend (he now gets every other weekend with her) and i got to hold her for half an hour or so, she fussed a little and i shushed her and rocked her, i gave her part of a bottle, and then she fell asleep bc i was rocking her and patting her butt. and i reeeeaaaally want a baby but my boyfriend says we have to wait. and like i’m okay with waiting but i don’t want to bc i want a baby😂😅 ik this sounds crazy bc i’m only 18 but idc. i love my boyfriend more than anything in this world and i want a family with him. he’s already apart of mine

no hate please 😊