Welp. Of course I was like let me loose some weight && help my TTC process. Nope....17 days late && definitely NOT pregnant so I realized it’s because I lost 20 pounds. I had a stillbirth in 2012 && a chemical in Jan 2019 (took my IUD out Sept 2018) && that chemical was like relivin my son death all ova again. I am just so ready to throw in the towel. I emailed my gyno bout possible Clomid && if she say no I’ll just b ova it. I try to just close the door on this journey but no matter how much I think I’m over it, I just end up lookin up ANYTHIN pregnancy or TTC related. I don’t wanna play these mind games anymore. It was never this hard to get pregnant 😭