I am 16 years old. I got this app again because of the large community. I thought if I posted what’s going on, maybe I could get some insight. Please, if you are here to judge or make mean comments, leave. This post will be a sensitive topic. I’m just looking for someone like me, advice, and answers. I’ve tried talking to my mom about this but she doesn’t really know either.

I’m pretty sure I am a sex addict. I’ve never been diagnosed as one but I’ve taken several online tests that clarify I should seek help. I see a regular therapist who recommended me specialized therapy for my issues.

For starters, I am confused completely. I grew up without a father, so my mom believes I use sex to make up for that like some girls do. But I don’t think that’s it. For years I thought that I was normal and just a horny teenager. Then it became worse for me.

I’ve had twenty sex partners. 19 guys and 1 girl. I lost my virginity about two weeks after my thirteenth birthday and I’ve been having sex as much as possible since.

I never thought sex was wrong. I take birth control and I’ve been tested for every STD in the book. I’m clean. I’ve never been pregnant either and I try to be as careful as possible. Currently, I have sex often with my boyfriend.

Every girl I’ve met didn’t want sex yet, had little sexual experience, or they had very few partners. I’ve felt out of place and different since I started doing this. My mother and grandmother have shamed me. I’ve always been highly ashamed of myself because people have called me many names....

So here goes. I have a huge sexual appetite. Bigger than most guys. I’ve been told I’m like a guy when it comes to sex. I get it whenever I possibly can and I do it anywhere I can. It’s hard to find places when you’re a teenager because of parents. I was a thirteen year old girl having sex four or more times a day with my boyfriend at the time who was fourteen.

When I don’t have sex, I start to “withdrawal.” I become irritable, short tempered, and sometimes even mean. If I’m single I look for any guy to have sex with, of course I do have people I wouldn’t do it with. If I have a boyfriend (like I do know) I feel secure because I have a steady supply. It takes a few days without it to go into this “withdrawal” period.

I’m constantly horny, my privates are sensitive and sore, and I have a strong desire to have sex. It’s not like I’m just aroused. It’s as if I’m a cat in heat. No matter how much I masturbate and orgasm (I even have several dildos and a vibrator) it doesn’t seem like enough. Most people are satisfied with one or two orgasms. I have to have five or six just to feel completely relieved.

I don’t use my boyfriend for sex, don’t think that. I love him so much but my problems get in the way of our relationship. He loves having sex with me but after we’re done I want more. He wants quality time together and not just sex, which is hard for me because I want it so much with him. Every time we see each other we do it and sometimes it’s two hours. I feel ashamed and I hate myself. I’m not like a normal person, I’m like a monster.

Today I even got into a fight with him because he didn’t want to have sex again. It’s like when I don’t have it, it hurts me. It physically hurts. I feel like a bad person, I’d never want to force anyone. Sometimes it’s like I’d do anything to have sex just to feel better.

When I’m depressed or things are going bad in my life, I turn to sex. I’m numb and I feel better after. But my family looks at me like I’m different and I am. I’ve always loved sex and always will, I just don’t want it to be an addiction.

It’s even with masturbating too. I will do it for two hours, have multiple orgasms, and five hours later I’m horny again. It’s like I’m never free to just live my life.

Is anyone out there? Does anyone have the same problem? Any advice or recommendations? Please help.