My daughter was an unplanned pregnancy, contraception failed and morning after pill failed, I suffered HG, developed depression and hated my pregnancy. When I was 8 weeks pregnant I booked in for an abortion but my SO got sick and I missed my appointment because I was tending to him in hospital. Then I changed my mind and decided to keep the baby. Now my daughter is here and I Loveeeee her more then anything she is my entire universe and every other day I cry so much and feel so guilty thinking about what I was going to do to her , how do I get over this 😭😭😭