I want you to know this. I thought we were going to make it. I thought you were the one I would marry and have children with. I thought the day we agreed to try for a baby was a big chapter in our life. When I finally got those two lines my life changed forever. When I saw both those lines I was so happy to have your baby. It’s crazy to think that was only almost 5 months ago and we are already falling apart. Those words you said to me tonight will never be able to be forgiven. Those words cut deep. Now I’m second guessing everything about you and us. My child may have to grow up with two different houses, two different families, two different birthdays, two different thanksgivings, two different Christmas, two different everything. All because of you. You have pushed me to the point of no return. Those words you said to me will replay in my mind for many days to come. To think you were the one, I think I played myself! To think we’d actually grow as a family seems ridiculous to even think about now. Those many nights I would stay up and stare at you and feel blessed to have this life with you, but now I don’t know anymore. Since I been pregnant my biggest fear was doing it alone, an in honestly I might just have to. I just want to say fuck you all together, I regret choosing you as the father of my unborn baby, but I do not regret getting pregnant. I hope your son/daughter grows up to respect women and men equally. I pray my baby knows the right words to say and nothing that would break someone the way you did tonight.

I hope your laying in that bed regretting everything you just said not even an hour ago. I hope you feel horrible. But knowing you, you probably don’t care. Just like you said you didn’t care I was pregnant and had hormones when I started crying. Having to hear some rude, cold hearted, ruthless come out of your mouth tonight. You literally DISGUST ME!