hey

so for a while now i’ve just had this feeling, a feeling that i am not sure a single word can describe.

• i always feel like nothing is real, kind of like this life i’m living isn’t real. this is all fake, and it’ll all be over soon. my friends and family will be gone, and i can’t do shit about it.

• sometimes it doesn’t make me feel sad though. i mean, yeah, most of the time it does. but it’s like everything i do i feel is pointless. i feel like i’m just in a game, everything isn’t real, and nothing matters.

• does anyone else feel this way? i don’t know what to call it or what i should do about it. thanks for your help 💛💙❤️