I want to breastfeed buuuuut....

Okay so I'm not trying to drama or anything but i have a dilemma. I couldn't breastfeed my son because of a few factors (diet restrictions, medicine etc.)

But I'm thinking that i would like to try and breastfeed my newest addition. I'm only 3 months so i have plenty of time to decide. My only issue is that i find having my breasts sucked on sexual. I know it's different when you're feeding your child but since i haven't experienced it for myself I'm still kinda weird feeling about it. My fiancee and i were talking about me maybe just pumping and feeding the baby from a bottler. Has anyone ever had this issue and how did they solve it?