Weight gain guilt 1st trimester

Mary

Feeling super bad about myself at only 10 weeks. Drastically decreased my son's breastfeeding in the past 5 weeks so cal burned vs taken in got totally off, had Easter, my birthday and constant nausea that goes away after eating has all contributed to me gaining 7lb already and I'm not skinny to begin with. Just feeling bad. Turning around my diet to healthier choices again but just feeling ashamed and unhappy. Blessed beyond belief with this little one but have to do better for all of us 😭