on 29th Jan 2019 on my husband birthday we found out we were expecting we had an early scan due to 4 miscarriages and was told we are expecting identical twins we had scand every 2 week to keep an eye on them on the 14th of March our hole world got turned upside down again we was told our babys hearts had stopped beating on the 15th of March is my daughter birthday so we had to pretend nothing was wrong she was 8 on the 17th March I had to explain to my daughter and my son that our babys have gone to heaven I told them that they are playing with our 4 angle babys on the 19th of March I had my d&c I went home after but 2 days after I had to go back in due to saver pain only to be told that there was babys tissue still there so I had to start tablet treatment I was in the hospital for 5 days I came home and began to greave my babys

Today I had a follow up appointment for the genetics tests I waited 30 minutes for a nurse to shout me in to tell me i need my height and weight doing I asked her why do I need to have it done when I am only seeing doctor and her response was well we have you down as a new pregnancy are you pregnant or not i just broken down when I seen the doctor I told him what had happened his reply was oh right are u pregnant already again I told him no i am not pregnant please just tell me my results so I can go home he handed me a letter with the results on and said there you go and then gave me a blood form and said they required a blood sample from you get it done now how ignorant he was I got on the bus and read the report it says normal and my twins were girls I miss them so much