I’m Freaking Out

So I called my friend last night, multiple times, the first time bawling my eyes out and the second time I just asked him to stay on the phone with me.

Only thing is, I don’t remember any of it. Like at all. The call with me like hard crying I didn’t respond to anything he asked, the second call I was responding to questions but fell asleep before I could answer why I was crying in the first place, so literally no one knows what was going on with me cuz I don’t remember anything.

If it helps I have been struggling with flashbacks

Help me out guys, I’m freaking the fuck out

Edit: no, I wasn’t drinking