Im so tired of fighting these battles dealing with the recent miscarriage and all this other shit.. i just want to overdose on my valtrex so bad everybody always talking bad about it to me i cant help that i got raped and he gave me genital herpes im so tired of fighting depression i been trying so hard to be mature and happy but god is it so fucking hard i dont think i can stay strong anymore im so tired you guys don’t understand i have nobody literally i dont think i have anybody on this earth that wants me to stay on this earth I’ve never felt so unwanted in my life my family doesn’t want me nobody does.. i think im gonna be alone for the rest of my life everytime i get pregnant i stress and I always end up miscarrying (only had 2 miscarriages) im tired of my babies dying what hurts the most is the feeling and knowing you cant even save your child from the miscarriage so you just gotta feel your child basically die inside you 😓 im so over life everybody says i got so much potential but man I feel so alone i just wanna give up.. i lost my 2 only friends I literally have nobody im so alone in this world