I thought I was finally rid of him..

*this is about my ex abusive stepdad

I thought I was rid of him... I thought I could feel safe. I thought I could just have a boyfriend and not worry about having to tell him something happened to me. I thought everything was going to be fine.. but it’s not.

He still can come in the house, he could still hurt me if he wants to and my mom can’t say no because her ‘hands are tied’. Now i’m scared somethings going to happen to me and then i’ll have to tell my boyfriend who can’t really do anything about it. Everything’s falling apart again and I can’t stop it.