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14 weeks and 5days day and right now i feel like my depression is taking over...i really dont know or maybe it's the hormones but shit im really need to get out and enjoy myself..i have no energy to do anything and im still gettin sick as hell but only in the morning...smh..i been telling my husband this for the last few days and now im having an break down cuz im sooo over it...i cant go to work..i don't have friends and i really dont talk to family members cuz they dont understand that my anxiety and depression has really changed me...meaning i look at every different cuz i dont want anything or anyone to take me back...i always have my kids and i never get an break...im really tryin to stay strong but i really can't...crying my eyes out as im writing this cuz i feel so alone..i just wanna go far away and focus on my happiness cuz right im just numb to everything and everyone!!!