Getting really nervous 😟

Okay so I have anxiety and panic attacks and have since I was 9 I take Prozac now to keep my general anxiety under control. I’ve almost had a few panic attacks in the last couple of weeks because I’m thinking oh shit I’m about to have a child. Like I legit am going have this baby come out of me one way or another. I want to meet her and can’t wait to be able to call her mine and love her and care for her. The anxiety part of me is like crap this is going by too fast, I don’t even know what a contraction feels like, what does a Braxton hicks feel like, what does labor in general feel like.? Pain gives me more anxiety so I’m afraid i am going to have a full blown panic attack as soon as I realize that I’m having labor contractions.. my mind has been all over the place lately making it hard to focus on daily things because my mind is always on baby. If anyone could give me some advice I would greatly appreciate it. I just feel like there’s a pit in my stomach I am so nervous sometimes. 😪