Aren’t I Supposed to be Mourning?

J. • 👼🏻🌈👶🏻

So they always talk about new moms going through a sense of mourning about their life changing once they have a baby and missing aspects of their old life.. I’m currently 8 weeks PP and don’t feel like I have been forced to give up my recreational sports? I feel like I’ve chosen to give up my sports by having a baby. My best friend is currently pressuring me into continuing to play on my teams and bringing my infant to be handed to the available person to be watched while I’m playing... (super common type of parenting in this sporting activity community) and I just have literally zero desire to have that kind of a parenting style or to even be there in the first place. I feel more like I’m forcing myself to actually be there and play than I’m being forced to give up my recreational activity. Does anyone else feel less like they’re mourning their pre-baby life/trying to adjust to their new addition and more like they are absolutely completely happy with the lifestyle changes they’ve had to make to be with their child?