False positive

Bri • 3 babies, 8 yrs old & 6 yrs old & 2 years old! ☺️

So I guess in really not pregnant, and the faint positive I got a week ago was a false positive 😢 took another one this morning and it was negative.. I don't understand, I feel the same way I did before I got my BFP with my second baby & no sign of AF, I thought this was it 😔 my SO is now on antidepressants that make it nearly impossible to get pregnant, so beyond defeated right now 😢