Hey, ladies.

On March 26, I got a BFP.

I was so, beyond ecstatic. I couldn’t wait to tell my boyfriend about it. Even though we’ve been putting off kids for a while now, we both want a baby so so bad. I even had a onesie picked out and the idea of my announcement for him in my head. Finally, I felt complete in a way; less stressed and content.

Within 24 hours, the rest of my tests were BFNs.

I remember the moment I ripped open the test and only seeing one line on the test strip.

I was heartbroken. It felt like every piece of my excited little heart had been ripped away from me.

It was a faulty test.

I didn’t ever tell my SO. He found out on his own unfortunately when a mutual friend told him on accident.

But that’s not the point of this post at all. I found this song shortly after all this happened and this song helped me heal. It said everything I wanted to say but couldn’t. I found a little peace with this song and I hope it does for you too.