19 year old virgin

Okay so I need some advice from some women!! I’m 19 my parents are super strict and religious they’ve stressed to me ever since I was like 8 how Important being a virgin till marriage is my mom did it and my grandma did it and she said she would be so disappointed in me if I lost mine. I’m not getting married anytime soon but the older I’m getting the more Curious and more tempting sex is getting. Do any of you have some advice have any of you been through anything like this I don’t wanna disappoint my mom but I also wanna have sex so bad!!!!

HELLLPPPPP