I’m scared

Y’all I’ve been worried about the wrong shit. I just found out 39 mins ago that I have a blood clot somewhere in my body. My head is killing me right now. I feel like crying and I already know I’m not gonna go to sleep. I had a d diamer test done on me and my blood levels came back very elevated. I don’t have anyone in my family that has ever had blood clots that I know of. I’m not secretive about my health or life but I do notice who gives a fuck and who don’t. I haven’t said anything to my family about anything cause I don’t know how to take it all in myself I told my SO just when I calmed down a little to just talk. But I know he doesn’t want to talk about it anymore and I don’t really wanna think about it. But I feel hella dumb because I’ve been worried about the wrong things social media, sex, my abnormal bleeding getting pregnant, wanting to get married and having fun. Non of that is important to me now. I honestly didn’t want to put anything on here or be on my phone cause I’m still just processing everything. The doctors think I might have blood clots in my lungs cause of the shortness of breath and sharp spine pains I’ve been having. I originally went to the doctors for the bleeding and because for days my leg was sore in one spot like a muscle cramp but then it went away. I don’t want to hurt myself but it’s like I just keep getting negative after negative things about me back to back and it’s stressful asf. I’m scared because it’s a scary thing to happen to someone. Blood clot can kill you and to what it seems mine isn’t easily detected. I’m feel lightheaded and dizzy just thinking about it now. I want to cry so bad rn but I’m in a house full of people and I share a room with my older sister so I can’t exactly be open about my emotions and I cannot focus on how I’m feeling correctly.