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So I was raised in a Christian household. When I turned 15 I started to question Christianity so I decided to not be apart of it anymore. I am now almost 20 (1month away) and I want to learn more about Christianity and eventually get saved. How do I go about doing that? I’m also taking religion classes at my university. I know I stopped being interested in it because there was so many bad experiences growing up. The pastor used to touch little girls, my grandma is a pastor and she uses people for money. Even my school the girls in Christian groups do drugs, have sex with multiple men but then they pray like that’ll make everything okay. It bothers me a lot. It’s horrible but I realized I can’t let that determine what I want to be. You know? I would just like some advice on how to start being a better Christian.