So one of my friends that i got back into contact with after she found out i was pregnant along with her (im two weeks behind and due October 3) invited me to her baby shower!

I was stoked and helped set up and during the party i was okay, but as soon as my mom picked me up i bursted into tears.

My mom was uncomfortable with leaving me at home with how upset i was so took me to her place.

It hit me that my friend had all this support of her spouse and his family was so excited for them to have a baby boy.

In 10 days i get to find out the gender alone and text the father who hasnt messaged me since the 12 week ultrasound. I have my mom with me and i feel heartbroken that my baby wont have all of the other half of support and made me doubt the decision i made.

I did what was best for me and i couldnt fathom giving up on baby. I dont regret it but i wish that it could have been different for baby. If it cant itll have all my love and family support ❤❤❤