Hate how I look.

I hate how I look while pregnant I’m 33 weeks and I hate my body, I feel like it is ruined. I have all these nasty stretch marks on my thighs and butt and stomach and boobs. I gained 40 pounds . I started at 124 and weigh 164. I know my baby will be perfect but sometimes I wish I hadn’t got pregnant at all. I feel so fat and disgusting most nights that I cry myself to sleep. It doesn’t help with everyone telling me how huge i am. I really hate myself and my body.