Hello Glow friends,

I’m writing to you from my bathroom, where I’ve been frequently since 10:30pm last night. It’s six hours later of painful cramping and bleeding, clots, and one very sad, very small mass.

Two Fridays ago my 8w5d baby only measured 6w1d. We were told to come back in a week, and needed a heartbeat and growth if it was to be viable.

I have an appointment today. Clearly we know the results now. I had time to prepare for the worst and God has given me more peace than I ever expected possible. My husband has been by my side the whole time, supporting and loving me. This was our first pregnancy and our first miscarriage.

I am so thankful to all of you on this site! I’ve pulled so much support from you and wish you all the best on your journeys of love and happiness. For those of you like me, my heart goes out to you mothers and I hope for your healing and fulfillment of your goal of parenting.

I keep thinking of Daniel 3 - “...and even if not, He is still good.” My time will come. I am fruitful. My body, and yours, was made for this! Have courage and keep the faith, ladies.

Thank you ❤️ I’ll see all of you again soon on here, although not in the December 2019 group.