I lied. Major guilt.

I had some friends hounding me about whether or not I was pregnant. I have NO idea how they know. They even weirdly estimated when I’m due & were right!

They were literally like ok if you’re not pregnant then say it. Say I’m not pregnant. I said it because they wouldn’t let up. Now I feel soooo bad. I almost caved and told them but I’m just not ready.

Having experienced a miscarriage before, I feel terrible for speaking of my baby as if she didn’t exist. Going to beat myself up for a while now & pray nothing happens to my baby.