My mom had a rough 9 month pregnancy, with a baby girl, before I was born, only for baby to pass away the day she delivered her😔😔😔... God, did bless her with a second pregnancy, when my fraternal twin sis and I, came to be.... but I can only imagine howwww devastating a loss like this, could be. This is why I am sooooooooo grateful for my little boy, this is why I’m nervous to go through it all again.... 😓😓😓I will be trying a final time for one more baby, I’m 35, will be 36 when I try and hubby will be 41... I have a six month old son, but would love a sibling for him. Though my time clock is ticking lol I will try again, when my son turns one🙏🏻