I had gone about a year without cutting. Its also been a couple months since I've self harmed in other ways. Today between the pressure of having to get a higher act score, needing to find money for college, and a fight with my bf I wanted to do it more than ever. I was so close but thankfully I didn't break skin. Idk what to do, I was doing so well... Over the past couple months my niece killed herself and I've driven away basically anyone who might care about me. I just feel so worthless like I can't do anything... Idk what to do to fix it all...