My fiancé randomly decided to take a video of me giving him a bj one night and I’m glad he wants that to look back on, I think it’s hot. Well I watched it and cringed because I wasn’t wearing any makeup, my face was broke out, I had a weird sun burn, I had just eaten a large meal beforehand so I was really bloated, like I was just looking gross and he had the freaking flash on 😂 It makes me feel bad about myself how I look like how can any man think I looked hot enough to take a video of?? I’m glad he still thinks I’m hot at my worst though let me tell you.

I want to make a new video of me actually looking good so any tips for next time?