I don’t even know where to start but I gotta let it out and no one to talk too. My boyfriend and I have been arguing a lot about how he’s been, I always tell him how perfect he is but when he’s upset me, I make sure to tell him. Even though he always tells me he loves me and is sweet recent or well a while he’s been upsetting me, I’ve just felt so last on his priority list as he picks to do everything else like football, cricket and sit in the pub and go out partying and I get whatever night he’s free in the week and I have to cook for us both clean up for us both and he does nothing, he does not show me on social media or take pics with me ( which is not a problem but it’s stuff I like and when I asked him he said he would and it’s been 6 weeks and nothing) but that’s the least of my worries and social media and taking pics isn’t a big deal but I like stuff like that and making memories on photos and stuff and he said he’d do it. He’s snapped at me a few times and said horrible comments like it’s not my fault I depend on him and don’t have friends and he never asks me out. Never asks me to come out or when I’m free, he always lies to me and I mean all the time and he hides stuff from me. He just does not do anything that’s makes me feel special, and now I feel a burden. It’s hard because he treats me nice as in he’s cute and all cuddly and says cute stuff on text but finally I’ve snapped and told him to start making me like his girlfriend not his mum! And now because we’ve been arguing which I know isn’t great but he does not listen to me so I get loud and shout and now he’s being so arsey with me and making me feel the bad one. Even though these issue been going on a for a year and he won’t change. I am I asking for too much, I feel lost because I feel like he adores me and treats me nice but then his actions say other wise and I’m starting to feel like Im here to benefit him.

Also when I tell him how I feel he says I’ll never leave him and I’m his forever but when we argue about it he acts so arsey