scared

ok so i’m 15 and never really been in a relationship i’ve never kissed anyone and most of the people around me have done all sorts.

there’s a boy that likes me and he’s asked me before if i would do stuff with him and i’m so nervous about doing it because i don’t know how and i feel like it’ll be awkward and it sounds bad but i’d rather be drunk 😂 he keeps asking to meet up and i’ve been making excuses i just dk what to do :( someone help

edit: he said it’s ok if i don’t want to but then i kinda do want to but i’m just worried about awkwardness and the fact that idk how to do anything😂😂