Happy f*#king mothers day to me....

I'm so pissed at my SO right now and don't think I'm being selfish. This morning our 9 week old was crying I'm still in bed hes awake in the lounge room, he ignored it and just waited till I got up to get her. Thanks "dad" all day he hadn't helped me do anything he's just laying on the lounge watching me trying to clean and look after our 9 week old and 7 year old. He's never helped me with them and I thought seen as though today is mother's day he would. Well he goes down the shop before and picks up a cute teddy brings it home and says look at the toy I just got the CAT yep that's right. He bought the F*#king cat a teddy. You know not the woman who is looking after your kids 24/7. Yeah I'm not in love with this man anymore. I deserve better then this! I do everything for this F*#king man EVERYTHING! and he still doesn't appreciate me. I'm so heart broken 😪 feels so shit knowing that you're not cared for and he thinks about the cat more then the mother of his kids 😪 Rant over, sorry for the long post.