I’m losing my mind and I have no one.

So I’ve been with my boyfriend for about 6 months now, we have sex and are pretty safe , I’m 18 and he’s 17. So basically my periods about 2 weeks late now so I bought a test cuz I’m too anxious. but I’ve been holding off taking it I’m just so nervous on what it’s gonna say.

His family is VERY conservative. Whenever I sleep over his house every Sunday , ( I go to church with him ) I stay in his bedroom and he sleeps in the living room, and then we go to church in the morning. We both know if I’m pregnant and I keep it his parent will try to break us up and we won’t let it happen but it’s just so hard I’m so close with his family I feel like I ruined everything.