Hi I’m feeling hopeless in trying to conceive at this point. I am 41, 19 years in the Army and a single mom. I wanted another child, I have an 8 year old, but I was in a relationship with a man that kept saying maybe later and several deployments later at 40 I decided to attempt on my own (with donor) as My daughter has four sibilings from her dad but she wanted on from me and I left the ex that kept telling me maybe later. so I decided to try

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>

which is out of pocket for me and it was unsuccessful... I used menopur and I literally only had one follicle and one egg. but the next month my best friend started helping me and I use mosie baby syringe. And I got pregnant! I’m sure all the meds I was on made my uterus ideal and whatnot but I miscarried on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>. Now in May still trying every month I feel so discouraged. I have severely finished ovarian reserves (I am sure that all the drugs pumped in my body by the army and deployments that it impacted my body). Anyway I have cycles about 30 to 34 days and I take every supplement you can think of (fh pro, cq10, pqq, Royal jelly, Maca root, dhea, folate, revestoral, omega 3) and fertility tea after my period until ovulation I’m so sick of pills! My ovulation has been crazy it was CD18 but after miscarriage it can be anywhere between day 12 and day 18. I’m so frustrated and just feeling hopeless. I promised my daughter I would keep trying until 42 but so discouraged. Anyone else frustrated? Or been through similar situation with conception eventually? I know I am blessed that I have my daughter and I am thankful for her every day but today is just hard thinking of the baby I lost and the hopes to add to my family. Here is a picture my daughter and me