Today is my birthday and today is Mother’s Day. The past 3 Mothers Days all I’ve wanted is to be pregnant or have a baby. This year is so hard. My husband says it’s my birthday and I should be happy but I’m trying but all I want to do is cry.

In church they were celebrating all the moms who have children. How it’s an honor from God and his highest blessing.

Why can’t I be blessed? Why can’t I have that honor? Why am I so selfish that I’m thinking about myself?

Happy birthday to me 😔